THE PAIN OF MISSING SOMEONE.....

Before I met her I had no clue what love was all I cared about was myself. Then we found each other and I truly found out what love was. Food lost its flavor, the whole world became hazy to where I don't even remember much of what happened. The only thing that mattered was she and being able to put my arms around her. We didn't even need to say anything, just stand next to each other and share our body heat. My true weakness was in her smile. Her face made me realize that everything was ok in the world and I honestly thought that this had to be heaven. Then when we parted it was honestly the worst feeling in the world. I felt like dieing, no, worse, I felt like dieing 1000000 times or ripping my heart out of my chest hoping and praying that if I did that I wouldn't hurt so much. Loosing a lover is the worst feeling in the world and it does the worst things to you. Ever since then I have never really expressed my self fully in fear that I would feel that kind of pain again

I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; for those were some of the best times of my life .

Sometimes I wish...

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

Don't know why I am so happy today, after such a long time......

Don't cry for a man who's left you, the next one may fall for your smile

A Great Love...

It's when you shed tears and still you care for her. It's when she ignores you and still you long for her. It's when she begins to love another and yet you smile and say I'm happy for you.

My Life ...

I looked at the ceiling and wished this life was over. This unhappy life that had started out so confidently. I thought I would sleep no more that night but eventually I did.

The Simple Solution.
To avoid all pain, unhappiness and fear ......
avoid birth.

There is nothing in the world so much admired as a man

who knows how to bear unhappiness with courage.

You can shed tears that she is gone..

You can shed tears that she is gone

or you can smile because she has lived.

You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,

or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.

Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,

or you can be full of the love you shared.

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,

or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

You can remember her only that she is gone,

or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.

You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back.

Or you can do what she'd want:

smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

A beautiful quote ...........

When they touched your soul and you cant seem to forget about them, all you can do is live your life knowing they are happy and trying to be happy for them. Isnt that what true love is..as Nicholas Sparks says"...love meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be

LOST LOVE....

Years have sped by ,time has flown,

To forget you-that is what I had sworn;

To wipe off ur memories from my heart,

To live on,knowing that we are poles apart.

But often on silent,lonely nights,

When the moon is shining bright;

Ur thoughts come stealthily to my mind,

And prod other memories left far behind.

Of times we had,both good and bad,

Of tears we shared and fun we had!!

But what went wrong,I have no clue;

But as long as it lasted,I know it was true.

You have touched my life in many ways,

I try explaining,but just cannot say.

But you have moved on and so must I ;

Must accept the truth,though with a sigh.

Time heals all wounds,but not this one;

The scar remains;the harm is done.

Memories are to be treasured,or so they say ,

That's why you remain in my heart

to this very day also!!!....

All is Well

Don’t you sometimes feel that you could and should be able to live those care free days all again. Those were the times when all one had to do was leave home, bunk college, hangout somewhere and then go back home: not a single concern or bother in the world..
Now there are so many responsibilities that I feel burdened to really take it all
*Sigh*
But is it all to life??
I mean can there be any time when we should get our hair down and behave like kids??
Just forget all responsibility and just let your heart rule the head.And the answer is…..YES!!
Why not??
After all life cant be all that serious can it??
And then no one is going to survive it in any case…so lets enjoy the day to the fullest of our abilities.
When I walk past my old Junior College, i get this feeling of nostalgia: the corridors where we used to hang out, the BCR: Boys Common Room which used to bring solace after an unlikely event of an attended lecture and the whole campus as a whole. In comparison professional college feels like a school, a prison if you want, there are no places to hang out, a bunked lecture needs a year to plan and not to mention those darned assignments which will obviously serve no purpose in life coz they are usually(always) copied. Which brings us to the point of the topic: Should one live half of his/her life in nostalgia or just go wherever life takes one??